Serendipity

EDIT: How does it feel to be ignoring someone? Some 5 years ago, I was being ignored by a guy, who used to call me 6, 7 times a day, and reason why he ignored me was because he didn’t want to get too close to me. And because all his friendships were that of a bell curve, and everyone of them would reach its peak and drop to zilch, so ours were no different.

In the end, when I got to chat with him again a year later, he told me how terrible it felt to ignore anyone. It was excruciating, and harder for the person ignoring, than for the person to be ignored.

So since now I’m feeling crushed, does that mean you are feeling much worse? Or you can’t really be bothered? Reality bites. =/

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In any case, guess what I’m thinking now? A myriad number of thoughts are floating in my brain.

Just came back not too long ago from Jurong Point, and basically I just slacked around with a friend.

My mood, like what was being said, was not having its ups and downs in a matter of months, but more volatile, changing every minute or second. It’s alternating from bad, to worse, to bad again.

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My weekend flew past so fast, and it’s amazing, after 2 days of late nights, I’m having the Monday blues again. So I should do something about my life, to reorganise it, to move on.

Anyway, would just like to tell people around me, when I’m laughing at your jokes, and crapping with you, it doesn’t mean that I’m happy, or faking to be happy. It is just my natural reaction at that point in time.

Women are complex creatures, that’s why never attempt to understand a female.

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Anyone can beat my score of 90? Throw this annoying frog into the sky, and see how far you can go!

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