Shock
I just realised something. I was the one who took that picture of Anthony in his Friendster main picture.
The caption of his main picture reads, "…can any1 tell me who took this?" Why did I not realise this sooner? I came across that main picture of his, but I never did realise it was the one I took it with his new phone.
It was during dinner at Pastamania, Bugis, when we were all exchanging mobile phones to gawk and drool at, when I played with his phone. Took a photo of him to test the camera, and now my memory is finally coming back to me. =/ Why didn’t I realise it sooner?
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I just read a person’s blog which shocked me to bits. I finally got to know the girl he was interested in, whom he was telling me about some months back.
"Some things are best left unsaid but I never said I didnt want you because you didnt know how to ‘hong ren’. I wanted to explain to you but now I never will have a chance to. The hurt I feel among everyone save for your family is beyond what they imagine I can feel."
I am very, very shocked. It was someone that I know. It seems all so coincidental, because I had teased them together before [when I thought he might have liked her even though no names were mentioned]. Was I psychic? Or was I just super-sensitive and could get all the little vibes and happenings? Whether she was directly involved with his decision is beyond her, as well as beyond us to fathom.
Though very much perturbed by this piece of news, I do understand the emotional turmoil that she’s going through now…
We cannot change this cruel fact, and for all his friends and loved ones, there’s nothing much you can do except to move on and live a good life. Self-blaming, or pointing fingers won’t change anything at all. Take care.
