Serendipity

It must be true that people tend to feel low when they are sick. I must have been sick because of the rain that drizzled on me on Sunday morning.

Came home feeling all sore [litterally] and tired, plus a little demented, too.

I’m becoming more of a liability to the company rather than an asset, because of the recent leave [to accompany my mum to the polyclinic] and also because of the monthly MC. -.-" But a portion of them are, should I say, avoidable?

Wanted to go for a checkup, and felt it was a good chance today, since I took the day off, and my mum was going to the polyclinic to collect her x-ray. As it turns out fine, she was diagnosed with just a bad rheumatism. But it is good that she is on her regular dosage of calcium for the bones.

Anyway, I vomitted once yesterday, and felt nauseous for the whole of today. That was/is coupled with a headache, a sore throat and a bad cough. The muddle-headed me forgot about the sore throat, and now my medication is only for my nauseant feeling and fever. -.-"

Felt so demoralised with things as they are lately. Most people tend to take their closer friends/family granted, but are afraid to leave bad impressions in front of people whom they are less acquainted with. Shouldn’t it be the opposite?

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I cannot go for my checkup today, since the reading won’t be accurate since I am sick. Have to go back 2 weeks later. Sigh.

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But I’m starting to develop a phobia towards my job. It’s piling up, and everyone depends on me when they can’t finish something, who can I turn to? It’s the vicious cycle of pushing responsibilities, but I’m the one who ends up with the shit eventually.

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I feel so jelly-like, my fingers are turning into water. I wonder how did Sunday’s balloon popping event go? Didn’t go because I was too tired and lazy, shall read Regina’s [aka Mousey] blog later. =P

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