Cancerous Tumour
"A bitter relationship, that should come to the end of the road, is like a cancerous tumour. The surgery itself is scary, and potentially excruciatingly painful.
Yet, after the intensity of the jitters are over, you get knocked out, and you went under the knife. You bleed buckets. You have a scar.
But, you walk out a healthier person, and a higher chance of revival. And, you shall recover.
Don’t be afraid of how the operation might fail. Such risks determine what we make out of life to its full potential."
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I used to dislike visiting blog pages that contain many blog posts of nothing but quizzes, song lyrics, and whatnot. Actually I still feel turned off by blogs with only song lyrics.
But the appended song was my favourite Chinese song since my secondary school years.
Just in case you can’t be bothered to read the Chinese characters, let me do a lame translation!
Deep Sea
Just let me drown, into the bottomless pit of love
To fight against sorrow, I lack energy
I love you, and I never expected you to return even a fraction of it
You shouldn’t have left wholly
Just let me forget, let me return back to the past
Lying to myself is easier than anything
I wish to intoxicate myself with the depth of the sea, away from the wind and the rain
And remove all my abilities to breathe
How was I to know my love’s like the sea, with tears to nourish
Trapped in the abyss of love, I cannot awake
The deeper the sea, the calmer it is, yet the colder it is
The deeper my love, the more steadfast it is, yet the more naive I am
My love for you, is as deep as an abyss, yet you leave without any reminiscence
Please teach me how I should believe the existence of our yesterday
Who wouldn’t want to receive as much as they give
But you’d rather chose her to have a future with
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How apt.
It was the one of the first few songs that made me tear when I was younger. To add, the first show on TV which touched me so much that I cried was "Killer Bees". It was a Chinese show where there was a plague which involved killer bees on a killing rampage. A male teacher saved the kids and got himself stung so many times that he died on the way to the hospital. I was around 10 years old then, it hit me so bad that I had trouble breathing after I cried so hard. I couldn’t even drink my Milo properly back then. -.-"
Then the first movie that made me cry was Saving Private Ryan. -.-"
Anyhow, click here to listen to that abovementioned song. It is your favourite song too.
August 7th, 2005 at 9:37 am
hey, the chinese movie also moved me to tears alot…but I think he din died immediately….there was a long part on him in hospital…=p
August 21st, 2005 at 7:00 am
I’m finally online at home! And I can finally access Friendster [cos I can't access Friendster at work]!
So how come you can remember the details so well when the show was shown a long time ago?