Doctrine of Hedonism
This road is going to be so tough to tread on. I can’t really complain much if no one actively supports what I’m doing, but I would really be glad if you could keep your displeasure to yourself, instead of drilling negative information into my head and keep pouring cold water on me.
I’m not exactly sure of my directions in life right now, and what’s causing me worries, are my career and my complicated ‘love‘ life. Haha. No one exactly knows what’s going on [not even my closest friends], except for myself, which is why I’m constantly feeling so overwhelmed.
In any case, right now I feel like a celebrity whose life is under constant scrutiny by the concerned public.
Shall adopt the doctrine of hedonism from now on. =)
***** T’was the first time I couldn’t speak, ***** You are the grass-fragrance type "You have very strong will, not dependent on others and gives an impression of being a lone-ranger. You are extremely curious and sensual, living a clear-headed, modern life. At first glance you place yourself on a pedestal, and are difficult to get along. But once others talk to you, they know you are easygoing. And when the relationship develops, they realise you are affable. You have an androgynous charm, which makes you popular with all genders. But you don’t like your weak side to be seen. You might look cool on the surface, but beneath it all, you are really passionate. Only people who know your true self can maintain a long-lasting relationship with you." Got that from an email [if you're interested, I'll send you the email!]. Super accurate, apart from the part where it says I’m popular. =)
What is this, the answer that I seek?
For a stint, I stood up, yet now I tumble,
From this moment on, my life’s a slumber.
